Today I learned of the passing of a good friend. After a long battle with depression it was her time to leave this world for a better, more hopeful one.
A beautiful soul, always smiling, always laughing. She had the most beautiful laugh that could make the whole room light up.
23 years old.
Today the world became somewhat darker. Her light shall shine down from above and she will continue to sparkle for eternity.
Today I am aware of how fragile life is and just how little time we may have with one another. Be kind, love too much, laugh always, never let anybody dull your sparkle and never dull anybody else’s. You never know how much time you have left with them.
Rest in peace, Ellen. I will carry you in my heart, forever.
Possibly one of my favourites. Enjoy life, live for the moment and keep your young soul in your old age. Live your life in the fast lane but be slow enough to stop and smell the roses.
I am a torrent of darkness,
under the never setting sun.
Two opposites are we,
Together as one.
Underneath the light,
of the never setting sun.
We are that inconsequential difference,
you know the one I mean,
between love and lust
that’s rarely ever seen.
I’ll be your moon,
You’ll be my sun.
You’ll be my Apollo
and I your Artemis.
Together as one,
for all eternity.
“Harry,” said Basil Hallward, looking him straight in the face, “every portrait that is painted with feeling is a portrait of the artist, not of the sitter. The sitter is merely the accident, the occasion. It is not he who is revealed by the painter; it is rather the painter who, on the coloured canvas, reveals himself. The reason I will not exhibit this picture is that I am afraid that I have show in it the secret of my own soul.”
Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
Is our sole purpose in life to love and be loved? I have so many questions that I feel will never be answered. I see people that have been alone for decades and I wonder if they really are truly happy. Can you be happy without a soul mate? Do they even exist? Sometimes I think that I’m a firm believer in fate, other times it just seems like total nonsense. I guess soul mates do exist to a certain extent, perhaps not someone you’re going to fall in love with, but someone who enters your life for one purpose or another. Those who appear at what seems to be the perfect moment for the perfect reason. You fall in love with them, with their soul and every fibre of their being. Not always romantically, you never want them to leave your life because they bring so much joy and happiness. They make you feel like you’re at home, you’re safe. Someone once said you can find soul mates not only in lovers but also in friends. I like that.